23/09/2006 10:30 p.m.
no one reads here anyways.. i'm happy for tt.. everyone's so happy without me... without me being around.. i guess even if i disappear.. nothing will happen.. no one will remember me... at all... no one will... i guess.. i'm jus.. expendable.. i'm sry.. i guess.. it's for real tt i'm deleting my memories.. 34 days remaining... i guess.. everyone.. will be happy.. if i didn't exist in their life at all.. alot happier.. much happier.. without me.. so i beg u ppl.. pls.. forget abt me and everything else... pls.. knowing me.. is not worth ur time.. sry.. pls forget abt me.. and everything.. i guess.. everyone will be happier without me... no one will notice.. no one will care... no one asks how am i.. without me starting any conversation with "how r u" only they'll ask.. if anyone.. truly cares.. ask me wad happen.. ask me how am i.. ask me.. am i all right.. onli den.. i'll stop deleting my memories.. in 34 days time.. good bye.. it's raining.. isnt it?
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"What happens when snow melts?" that was the question you asked me. "It becomes water," was my answer. "Is she laughing at me?" I thought. "Wrong! It turns to Spring! I love Spring most." You told me with a smile. Then I realized that if wondering around in my past was icy cold winter, then meeting you, knowing you & being with you was Spring. But, I never really did treasure you or the time we spent together. I took your kindness and presence for granted. Then, suddenly you were gone. Gone from my life. Only then, I found out that I did not treasure you but took you for granted. I wished I could turn back time and amend those mistakes but it was not possible... So now, I asked. "What happens when snow melts?" I'm not laughing at you but... Can you give me an original answer? |