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09/09/2006 10:05 p.m.

deleting my memories in about 40days. wadeva memories... i'm jus gonna brainwash them... selective brainwashing? i dunno... perhaps? perhaps not? i dunno.. some ppl maybe deleted.. some ppl may not.. but memories regarding them.. may be deleted.. i may remember someone but i wont remember wad happened.. i may not remember someone and not remember anything.. back to being strangers, some may say.. i think... tt's wad it means to brainwash... i guess it's lyk tt...

i guess.. it will be.. in 40days.. if it fails.. another 40days... the process wont stop... until it's succeeded i guess... i guess... this is the best... and onli way left...

will my basic emotions get erased too? i dunno.. if it ever could and i'm given a choice... i will...

i dunno wad'll happen... perhaps it'll fail and i'll nv try again.. i dunno.. but these first 40days... i'm gonna try... not..joking.. whether it fails or not.. i'm still gonna try...

goodbye... perhaps... this is the onli way... back... to strangers... back to the beginning... where everything... did not... exist... perhaps...

if onli... someone... really close... to me... asked... perhaps... all these... wont happen... at all...

perhaps... it's too late... perhaps... it's not...

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